The daddy of all questions

Does. Size. Matter?
God that question has been asked since the dawn of time and STILL people debate about it. OF COURSE IT MATTERS! The question is: How much does it matter? Everybody would prefer to suck on an average/large cock than a small one... But then how small is small? =S This is such a touchy subject I don't know why I'm talking about it lol...
Growing up I had HUGE (pardon the pun) issues about the size of my winky. Even though all the boys my age were the same size (yes I have been sexually active since the age of about 3) I still had it in my head that I was small, too small, and so I did all sorts of stupid things like tugging on it to try to lengthen it, make it hard for hours on end. In the end I guess I turned out as big as I would had I not even bothered doing those things. I remember getting really into jelquing! I think thats how you spell it... I researched that LOADS when I was about 13.

I remember exchanging handjobs with my best friend at the time. We were naughty little christian boys ;p and he was a lot bigger than me. I remember how embarrassed that made me feel. Looking back though I don't know why... He was three years older than me! I had a lot more growing to do.

Perhaps that can be the story for my next blog... all my mischievous activites when I was younger! I really don't think Jehovah will have been proud of the things me and my witness friends got up to! Haha! Maybe I'd have given a shit if he were real! But thats another subject for another day.



Been a busy day today! Me and David went to the Greenhouse sauna in Darlaston today, but not before a huge carvery ;p YUM! Thanks for that David! I wrote an entry on Guyzstudio's blog today so check it out here: http://www.guyzstudio.com/blog/

So long peeps!
Hopefully I'll see you on webcam! http://www.flirt4free.com/models/bios/toby_gee/about.php
(There are some rather provocative pictures on there, be warned!)  =p

Toby X

Blog OVERDUE!

Wow its been a busy month so far! My blog has been put on the burner for a while =(

So far this month the webcamming hasn't been going too well (BOOOO) but it's been the same for everyone so I'm not too worried lol. There just doesn't seem to be much money about atm... but as my friend David says, life's about positive mental attitude. He's damn right! If you go into something believing you're going to fail, you already have done! Today I went into the chatroom believing I wasn't going to come out of it with nothing again. I came out with 950 credits.... not bad, but not good either. Next time I'm going to go in thinking YES! TODAY I EARN BIG!!!   =D

Plans! Me and David (manager of http://www.guyzstudio.com/) have come up with some brilliant ideas for events. Check them out here: http://www.bestbritishboys.com/default.html
My favourite of the events is probably the naked dinner party! I love being naked, that free abandon we rarely experience after falling out of our mothers poonani...... LUVIT! Plus I'll hopefully be meeting the sites co-director Joe soon! Really looking forward to that too!

=0 Getting closer to Saw VII people!!!! I'm so excited! It's going to be the highlight of the year for me and my bezzie Sarah. We can't get enough of Saw. Watch it over and over! ;p It just cant be beaten! I'll leave you with one of my favourite scenes:

Spanking Fantasy

Since losing my spanking virginity all I can think about when I drop my kegs and jerk my dick is... me, getting spanked, whipped and beaten by sexy hot men =0 That's nothing I've been into before but now I see spanking in a new light! You wanna know what I think about? ;p OK....

Have you ever seen the program Supernatural? I'm a big fan of it, and an even bigger fan of Jarred Padalecki, the fit guy who plays Sam Wincester. FUCK he is nice. Look:

mmmmmmmmmmmmm.... all that muscle to pin you down! Tie you up, pull down your jeans and spank you silly! FUUUUUUUUUUUUKIN EL! haha I'm getting all horny sat here typing this. What I'd give to be that tyre in his strong hands =D He can roll me about on the floor anyday!

Phew ok.... just came, I can calm down now. So now you know who's at the top of my list of men to be spanked by. I'm going to leave you with a nice image. Obviously this one has been photoshoped, but it works for me. Just take a look at the Wincester brothers here:

OK I know what you're thinking! Incest is bad and I'm not saying I'm a fan of it, but the rules don't count when it comes to these two. If you're interested, some people write stories about these two together. They call it 'Wincest'. Get it? Wincester, Incest..... Wincest....? If you're interested I can post some links for you. Just let me know.

Right! I think I'm ready to whip another one off now ;p Jared! You got your spanking gloves on ??

;p

Are you a gay?

So yesterday I was talking to my good friend Dave about relationships and I was happy to find that he shares the same views as me! While I call myself gay, that is only because it's the only way for most people to make sense of my sexuality. In reality though, I could fuck just about anything lol! Seriously though, I could have sex with a woman and I'm more than sure that I'd enjoy it. So does that make me bi? =s wouldn't it make more sense and simplify things if we ditched the labels and just went with whoever we felt like going with? Eat pussy one night and swallow cock the next! Nothing gay, bi or straight about it, not sex with a man or woman, just sex with another person. Makes sense to me. I think they call it being pansexual. The idea where you love a person for who they are, not what they are. You love that person for their personality, like falling in love with their soul not their body, which totally removes the question of gender.

I hope that in the future there will be no such thing as gay, bi or straight, just free sex and free love without a label to identify you. What do you think? Do we need to be labelled according to which gender we prefer to be intimate with, or are we getting past all that? I like to think we're getting past it, or are on our way to doing so.

Me and My Bum

OK, it's been 5days since I lost my spanking virginity to the demon headmaster and my arse is still a little purple! I find that slightly concerning considering that the spanking I received wasn't as hard as it will be at the spankathon! Looking at that crop fills me with fear lol! I am looking forward to it though! Actually, my lil downstairs friend is getting quite excited just at the thought of it! ;p

I've come to get to know my bum quite well in the last week or so. Apart from the spanking, I seem to have received more and more requests to stick a finger or two up my arse during shows. mmmmmmm..... Me and my bum are gonna be great friends. I really think we're going to go places! And if you're wondering if I've had a drink before writing this, NO I haven't, I'm just cheeky like this =)

I will be back online tonight so why not look me up? We can chat and I can show you what I like to get up to while I'm away from home ;p I came three times on cam last night! All cumshots I can honestly say I am proud of =D and then again this morning (although that one was just for me. My boyfriend had told me about a new masturbation technique he has discovered and the thought of him at it made the urge to jerk my tube unresistable!) Don't worry though guys, there's plenty more where that CAME from!

See you tonight!
Toby
xxx

The day I lost my spanking virginity

Hi guys!
WOW! I had never tried spanking before but had always been curious about it. When I met up with the demon headmaster yesterday I was a little apprehensive about going through with it, but my curiosity got the better of me and I had to give in and let him spank my ass red raw! Fuck it hurt but it was worth it for the excitement. You can see the pictures here: (A video is soon to follow)
http://www.guyzstudio.com/blog/

We are looking to put together a live spanking webcam show, which we will keep you posted about =) there is also the Spankathon coming up which I will be modelling in. Possibly as both a giver and a receiver ;p BE THERE!!!

After yesterday's antics I worked with James Ashfield, a photographer who makes excellent celebrity portraits. You can see some of his work here: http://celebrityportraits.mosaicglobe.com/

James also makes paintings of male models which look fantastic! Here is a small sample of the pictures we took today. James plans to turn some into paintings which will then go on sale. I hope to be able to do more modelling with him again in the future, so if you would like to put in a request, please feel free to do so and we will see what we can arrange   =)

Birthday Boy!

Well, I'm no longer a teenager! ...wow... I'm a man! Scary thought lol, especially when earlier someone told me I look 16! =0 wtf is that true?? Guess I gotta buff up a bit then lol.  Anyways, yeah. I decided to have a nice quiet day in with my soulmate, Frei =) She's my best friend in the whole world! We do EVERYTHING together and know eachother better than we do ourselves! I love you so much Frei =) I can't wait to spend the day with u gettin high on KFC and watching scary films ;p

While we're on the subject of soulmates, what do you think about it? Does your soulmate have to be your lover? I don't think so. I think that your soulmate is a person you simply couldn't live without! And if they're your bf/husband/lover then thats great, but not a necessity. Me an frei have been through soooooo much together. We simply wouldn't be the people we are today if it weren't for having eachother. I have her to thank for opening up my mind and helping me embrace my sexuality (among many many other things) and if it weren't for her, I wouldn't be talking on here to you now!

So thanks Frei, circleheart XD
xx